Back To What You Know

I don't know where to beginFighting a war I cant winFighting a memorySomething that used to beNo matter how hard I fightAll of my strength and my mightKeeps defeating meIt just keeps defeating me. [Ne-yo]

Okay I'm here in the computer lab listening to Ne-yo Back To What You Know... Wow What Can I Say Jess Told Me About This Song And I'm Totally In Love With It, But At The Same Time I Dont Wanna Face The Truth Within The Words.

Go back to what you knowGo back to where you know your heart isGirl, just be honest (this is impossible)This is impossibleWe'll never work if you don't want itGirl, you belong with him, so go back to what you know[Ne-yo]

I Think I'm conflicted with how i feel. I Dont know what to think, say, do, or feel. I'm so silent it's as if my mind and soul are dead and my body is lifeless. I dont wanna feel as if i used him in anyw way because thats not the turth.

And if that's really what you wantI will not stand in your wayYou wanna be freeI will let you beI'd rather you happyThen miserable with meBack to what you know. [Ne-yo]

Me and Jess have said Ne-yo Is Like Relationship Jesus... And This is True. Everything Im Going Through He Knows How To Say How I FEEL. Right Now my mind is cluttered and overflowing with emotions and memories.

I hope he doesnt take this the wrong way... but i have to rid my life of him... the words came too fast with the territory. i meant it i did.. but..... I GOTTA GO BACK TO WHAT I KNOW.

Blinded Eyes

Her Soul Is Cracked, But Only Her Mind Is Paralyzed. Never Noticing What Her Surroundings Are Made Of. Her Hands Blind Her Eyes With Selfishness. Excuses Flood Her Mouth Like Saliva. Segregation Overwhelms Her Life && Leaves Her Isolated. Her Errors In Life Go Undisturbed; Only To Build A House Of Lies That Will Soon Be Burnt Down. Her Faults Now Become Her Insecurities. The Zero Hour Of Her Life Is About To Occur. Her Selfishness Turns Into Misery. Her Life Is No Longer A Promotion Of Herself. She Is A Terrorist To Her Own Life. She Will Soon Experience The Wrath Of Her Heart. Tears Fall && Egos Burst. The Storm Is Over. Now A Part Of The World, She Is Back Down On Earth. She Is No Longer Self-Absorbed Nor A Ruthless Human Being. Her Eyes Are No Longer Blinded; She Is Now Seeing.